Archive for January, 2005

is this real?

Friday, January 14th, 2005

I feel like I’m in some sort of twilight zone sort of reality. There are days when I feel okay but then there are days like today.

I’ve been working on organizing and redoing parts of my room.. it is just driving me nuts. I also found my Moleskine paper journal which has been missing for about two weeks. (have I even mentioned that here? I was freaking out about that.. it had everything in it.) I’m working on how badly I procrastinate things because with everything that has happened in the past few weeks… I just don’t want to put things off so much anymore. I’m trying to get back in touch with dear friends/loved ones I’ve not kept up with very well over the past year.

I’m doing okay but it just feels like there is some sort of haze over things. heh.

Thanks to everyone that has contacted me over the past few weeks. :)

a very long recap of the past 2 weeks.

Wednesday, January 12th, 2005

I’ve had this typed up for about a week now. I will actually probably post another long entry later on.. because this isn’t really complete.. but here’s what I wrote the day I got home from TN and the funeral.

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Friday, January 7th, 2005

I wanted to thank everyone that has sent cards or contacted me in any way over the past week. *hugs to all*

I’m still in shock so I’m not really talkative… I’ll catch up soon, I promise. I hope everyone is doing well. If you need to reach me - email me.